Liars

So one of my ex-best friends was a really big liar. Like all she did was like about things and situations. Today I found out she has still been telling lies. It sorta made me glad our friendship ended in Feburary because I'm not sure I could handle her lies. Espically when some of the lies she used to tell were about me.

It's been awhile

It has definitly been awhile since my last post. I promise I'm gonna start doing better in updating. I also now have a twitter. Just got it today.

http://twitter.com/lonelygirl89

You can follow me if you want.

Update On the school thing

I decided I'd do an update on the school situation. On Tuesday I had to go to the community college and do a two hour test before I could get any of the software I need to do the courses for my diploma(all of the courses are done online and at my own pace). Today we go to pick up the software and find out how I did on that test. I'm hoping I did good. Espically in the math part because math definately was not my best subject.

Birthday

So yesterday was my birthday. I'm offically nineteen years old and gah what a year I had as eighteen. I experimented in new stuff and learned new things about myself. I also decided to go back to school and I go today to meet with a person to see what all I have to do to go back.

Update finally

I feel like I have been neglecting my blog and I have for awhile. But here is an update of sorts. On the 24th I believe it was of October I went with my cousin to her ultrasound and she found out the sex of the baby. She is having a boy. It was my first time going to an ultrasouund and wow. Just wow. Seeing the baby and hearing the heartbeat make you know that is a living human and not just a fetus as some people would like to think.

Recommend a song Thursday

I felt the need to start recommending a song to the people who read this and what a better day to do it then Thursday huh lol. Well my first song being recommended is "Seize The Day" by Avenged Sevenfold. It is the only song I like by Avenged Sevenfold because it doesn't have any cussing in it and that is a plus in my book. I'm not for music that has tons of cussing in it. Also the video for the song is really sad and made me cry.


Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one Picture)

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live In
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of Death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one Picture)

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna Die alone without you here,
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you, and the memories of Us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna Die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then Continues in the background]

I stand here alone
Falling away from me, no chance to get back home [x2]

Ear problems

Tomorow I have an appointment at the ear doctor to hopefully find out what is causing the non-stop ringing in my left ear. It has been ringing for almost five or six weeks and is really starting to bother me. I looked it up on the web and found something that I do believe it might be and if it is that then it is something I will have to live with but at least hopefully the doctor can help give me ways to minimize the ringing in my ear.